How Do We Get Back To Before?

My daughter. When she’s having fun, she laughs. When she gets hurt, she cries. When she needs a hug, she finds one. When she’s hungry, she eats. When she’s tired, she sleeps. She’s one and she is more in tune with herself than I am. 

When I see her, I hope I can keep her in this moment. In this state. The world hasn’t disappointed her yet. No boy has broken her heart. She has never been lied to. She’s never felt outcast. She’s never been alone. 

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As we grow up, life hurts us. It changes us. It hardens us. If there was only a way to get back to before. 

Before we were hurt. Before we felt alone. Before we couldn’t find a hug. Before we were lied to. Before we were laughed at. Before we lost a friend. Before they said that. Before they did that. Before.

How beautiful that person is. The one who isn’t afraid to show their feelings. The one who doesn’t hide anything. I’d like to think that person is still inside us. Still longing to be the one who is seen and heard. Yet, we push this person down, down, down, and try to ignore the shouts they make until it only sounds like a whisper. A whisper that we easily drown out with the noise of other things. The noise of life. 

Through every hurt, we put up another layer, another wall. We think to ourselves, “I’m not letting that happen again.” But the truth is, we are much more beautiful when the walls are down. When we are back to before. We can learn. We understand. We feel. 

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Truth is, life is going to hurt us again. So instead of trying to stop it from happening and loosing a part of ourself, let’s take it head on. Let’s live in the hope of a world filled with joy, and when disappointment comes it will not make us hide. Lets feel. Lets heal. Because the world is a much more beautiful place when the stage lights are off and everyone takes off their costumes. 

Life’s journey should not be about changing who you are. It should be about finding a way to get back to before. My friends, with every hurt, can we fight the urge to hide? I will fight for you and I hope you will fight for me. Just like I will fight for my daughter to stay the beautiful girl she is. My hope for her is to always feel. To dance and be joyful, but also to cry. To always be fearless and never to question her worth. Oh what a beautiful world we live in!  

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33 Responses to How Do We Get Back To Before?

  1. bviditi says:

    It’s really good!!
    “Life’s journey should not be about changing who you are. It should be about finding a way to get back to before.”
    – true and inspiring lines 😀

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  2. Just beautiful. I really enjoyed this post 🙂

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  3. beingeternal says:

    Honestly reflected thoughts! Acceptance of what we really are makes life easy to live. You said it right dear…………” should be fearless and never doubt self worth”. Thanks for reminding this. I am on the watch now. Many blessings to your lil angel.

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  4. deepbluesandseafoamgreens says:

    Beautiful.

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  5. Lori says:

    You are such a beautiful writer! Truly! Loved this! And your daughter is precious!

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  6. humblygrowing says:

    I really love this! Your daughter is so blessed to have a mom like you!

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  7. Nishita13 says:

    As we grow up, life hurts us. It changes us. It hardens us. If there was only a way to get back to before. And how I wish, I would have met you earlier, you seem to be the perfect mother-guide. Your daughter is beautiful, let noone break her heart. ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

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    • lightthelie says:

      Life really does hurt us! It can be really mean and unfair.Thankfully, we don’t have to stay in that pain! There is always a room for a new beginning. Letting go of the past, staying encouraged in the present, for the hope of a better tomorrow 🙂 I may be a little biased, but I have to agree with you that my little princess is beautiful!! If only I could keep her heart in my hands that no one could harm her. But, I will do my best to help her heart heal when it does get hurt. ❤ Thank you for such sweet words Nishita! You have absolutely the most beautiful heart. You are a rareness I wish there was more of!

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      • Nishita13 says:

        We don’t own the pain, we own the experience and memories. 🙂 You are Pleasant and brilliant. And your kindness has made me smile.
        Rareness, Oh how I wish. ❤
        Sending love, Forever. ❤

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  8. Natalie Brenner says:

    This is beautiful & I love it. It’s so true and full of wisdom. Thank you for speaking truth.

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    • lightthelie says:

      Thank you so much Natalie! Also.. I have most of the photos you took linking back to your website… A lot of people have said how much they love them! 🙂

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      • Natalie Brenner says:

        No way?!? Thank you SO MUCH! That means the world to me!!!!! We will have to keep taking some every time I see you so you have fresh 🙂 of course, you can take photos too. It’s just so fun!

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  9. jisbell22 says:

    WOW that is a very deep thought provoking message that we all need to hear. Thank you for sharing this and such great advice! Now to find the way back…

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  11. Marla says:

    I’ve been looking through some of your posts and I LOVE this one! Talk about true. I watch my son and am amazed by his ability to accept himself as well as simply enjoy all life has to offer. These little kids… If only they knew how much they really are teaching us! Loved this and your daughter is so cute!! 🙂

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    • lightthelie says:

      Thank you so much Marla! I couldn’t agree with you more. I never thought I would be the one learning in the relationship with my kids 🙂 But I am so grateful! Being a mommy is such a gift.

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